don know wat day is today ....

don know why at night i din feel tired but morning feel very tired ... don know why ....
monday i saw him ... he very good to me ... everything he also did to me .... don know why i don angry him anymore ... that moment , i forget about that day wat happened !!! don know ??? is this call LOVE ???? i don know .... Am i love him , so i din angry him anymore ... Am i love him , so i can forgive everything he did to me .. including make me angry / don care me or scold me ....


But now , when i remind wat he did to me , i really really very hate him and angry him ... very very angry him .... don know why ... when remind will angry but when look at him , look at him standing infront of me ... i don angry anymore ... don know will be like that .. haha

but i scare 1 day , he will go away from me .... he will lose himself infront of me ... i always think about this question ... if now i very love very love him , but tmr he wan to leave me .. wat i will do ??? wat feeling in that moment ??? CRY ?? HAPPY ?? SAD or wat else ??? don know !!! but till now still don have ppl can answer my question ... i hope somebody can answer me .... ern .. i think don have .. BUT I REALLY LOVE HIM .. is real