Saturday, January 10, 2009

today is a winter day

my be today i sick ady ... don know why .. today i feel very unwell .. body or heart also ... don know why will be like tat .... body ??? my be is demam liao .. so feel not well .. but heart ler ???? don know why i feel very pain ... don know why ....i love 3665 ...
today i wan to call him , but i scare he angry me .. don know how ! when i wan to call , my heart very pain .. i don know why will be like tat ! i don know why i wan to follow his way to walk ! when he don like , i don talk to him cause him been angry me .... when he like den i must follow his way to go ... i don understand ....

i don know why i will become like tat ???? like tat mean tat i has been control by him ... like tat mean tat i scare to lost him ! why i will become like ???? why i don know ... why today i only know i become like tat ???? i very sad and very pain .....

i don know when i been like tat !!!! when he call me , i really very happy ... even is sms i also very happy cause he contact me ... but when he din call me and sms with me , i will be very sad and very unhappy ... and also i will be very confuse ... don know wat i wan to do ..... who can tell me why ???

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