sad T_T

Sad ..
I lost many friends now a days
cus of my boyfriend
cus of my family
cus my bestfriend oso
Really very sad T_T

I really dun know how ..
I can do anything for all my friends
but this friend really very special
I love this friend very much ... But now i think he hate me so much

He is my friend
In my heart , he is my best best best friend
but nw cus of his girlfriend
He hate me , He hate me
I dun know wat i wan to do now

WAT I CAN DO !!!!!! T_T

he say i lie him
How i will lie him !!!!
i din lie him before , but he say i lie him !!!!
Wat i wan to do now !!!

My heart hurt very bad ..
really hurt ..