very tired

don know why u feel very tired ... tired in the skul , tired in the church , tired infront of my friends , tired when work and also tired infront of him ..... i really very tired in everything ... can i don wan to care everything ... work , skul i also don wan to care it !!! i also don wan to care him ... i don wan to talk to him , i don wan to help him do everything ... i don wan together with him anymore ! if can , i most don wan to c him ! i hate to c him .... when i c him , i will love more !!! i don wan i don wan i really don wan ! but now i don know wat i wan to do ! how i wan to take choice !!!! i don wan to c him or i continue to c him ...... or i don care everything .... just do wat i doin now ??? don know !!!! just very confuse .......

actually now a day i don have mood , but i don have choice ... i got work , i got skul ... everything i also terpaksa buat ..... i don like ..... H always ask me why i don like to smile .... i don know how to answer him ...actually i like to smile , i hope i everyday smile , i hope i everyday also happy .... but don have thing make me very happy , den i don smile lol !!!!! but i din tell him tis reason is because H is not my who !!! H just my fren only !!!!

don know , now start skul liao !!!! start very tired ..... not tired in body ... i tired in mind , tired in mood , tired in smile and also tired with him !!!!! i hope GOD give me another new choice ... i don wan to know H , i don wan to know 3665 , i don wan to skul , i don wan to work , i don have friends at all .. if can i also hope i don wan come to tis world .... i hate everything in this world ....
who can tell me now ??? wat i wan to do !!!!!!!!!